Judas

Inte nog med att hon är snygg hon är så sjukt kreativ också, tar alltid allt ett steg längre.



Rise and shine

Solen verkar stråla, klockan är än före tuppen gal och morgonen inleds med denna melodi.
Äntligen är det snart hemgång, och dags att nannakudde.



Monday

Morgonen inleds med denna. I hopp om att jag möjligen kan glömma och känna att dagen ger annat än tårar och ett kärnvapenkrig i mitt huvud i form av tankar.



Can't get this out of my head



Har sen tidigare i går gått runt och nynnat på denna banan-visa. Do not know why, den sitter bara som hårt åtspikat trä i huvudet på mig. Och inte nog med att visan trallas, man gör även en fånig arm och handdans i samband med ljud från ens mun som även bildar falska toner, like always. Huvudet vinklas åt vänster, sedan åt höger, därefter rör väl fan hela kroppen på sig också.
Man kan alltså säga att låten är skuttvänlig, och möjligen glad och söt.
Den tar bort mitt gift av bitterhet för några sekunder, vet inte om jag kan acceptera detta ?

" Var ligger landet där man böjer bananerna ? "


The lazy song

Ungefär vad jag egentligen skulle vela ägna dagen åt.
Men istället så sitter jag på jobbet, dock är det lika lugnt som i graven och jag har all tid i världen ( känns det som ) att bara chilla på min stol, läsa tidningar/ böcker, lyssna på musik, surfa runt, prata i telefon osv. Men det är fortfarande inte hemma, frihet, utan bakom stängda grindar eller just nu bakom stängda fönster i en glaskur.

 


You are the perfect drug


Framsteg

Det märks när jag börjar komma tillbaka till mitt lite mer positiva jag. Jag orkar mer, känner mig bättre tillmods, samt jag klarar av och skicka iväg lite arbets-ansökningar utan att kräkas samtidigt.

Har lyckats söka fem nya tjänster i natt samt fixat till mitt random-söka-jobb-med-personliga-brev samt finslipad mitt CV. Känner att jag varit en grejtans halebalubanan.
Detta har jag firat med en god chokladkaka som min kollega bjöd mig på innan hon kila iväg till tåget i gårkväll.

Annars har min natt bestått av musik, mer M M, samt lite kladd på en Karolin-soldat till min morfars bok. Hoppas han gillar den och att jag hinner bli klar i tid då han redan är färdig med boken.





"This Is The New Shit"

Everything has been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing along.
Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing along,
Are you motherfuckers ready
For the new shit?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming.
This is the new shit.
Stand up and admit.
Do we get it? No.
Do we want it? Yeah.
This is the new shit,
Stand up and admit.

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing along.
Everything has been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name,
Are you motherfuckers ready
For the new shit?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming.
This is the new shit.
Stand up and admit.
Do we get it? No.
Do we want it? Yeah.
This is the new shit,
Stand up and admit.

And now it's "you know who"
I got the "you know what"
I stick it "you know where"
You know why, you don't care.
And now it's "you know who"
I got the "you know what"
I stick it "you know where"
You know why, you don't care.

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing along,

Are you motherfuckers ready
For the new shit?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming.
This is the new shit.
Stand up and admit.
Do we get it? No.
Do we want it? Yeah.
This is the new shit,
Stand up and admit.

So,
LET US ENTERTAIN YOU
LET US ENTERTAIN YOU...
Blah blah blah blah everybody sing along.


Oh come on and give me some shot!

Kan här med berätta att det inte hänt ett jäkla jotta, dagen har präglats med sömn, lite mer sömn och sen kan vi lägga på lite dubbelsömn i form av massa snarkningar, drömmar och likt en klubbad säl har jag inte varit vid medvetandet fören klockan pep, sisådär runt halv fyra på eftermiddagen.

Han dock med att prata med sötaste Grodan i telefon innan det var dags att stiga upp, röra på fläsket, kläpå sig samt dansa vidare iväg till grindarna för ännu ett nattpass.
Och här sitter jag nu gott folk, på arslet och rullar tummarna samt lyssnar på Marilyn Manson för ovanlighetens skull, actually.






Now I'll go and have som job-fun ^____^
Bai bai

Welcome 2 my tea party

Kan inte göra annat än att sukta efter ett härligt thékalas i härlig Alice i Underlandet-stuk när jag hör denna låten.



I'm just the fucking sucker when it comes 2 Alice in Wonderland . . . I know, it'z grejt!
L O V E !

Time 2 go home *A little sadface*

And then the day come, torsdag och det är dags att återvända hem till den stora staden. The devil Stöckölma alá snöoväder.
Skulle egentligen inte vela ge mig ut i detta väder och ännu mindre sätta mig på en buss när vägunderlaget är snorhalt och bussen kan få sladd. Litar inte på busschafförer. Bäst jag tar över ratten, och visar hur man kör buss, höh.

Dock har jag som jag skrev tidigare haft en fantastisk vistelse like always, massa mys och tokiga stohej. Love! 

Helgen kommer bestå av jobb, jobb, jobb och lite mer jobb och kanske ett glas glögg för att värma kroppen sen när jag kommer hem på kvällarna. Ser fram emot en lugn och skön helg i stora allmänhet. Mys, I want mys! Give, lugn och ro. 


Tack vare Glittrsessan så kommer denna låt få vara soundtrack för denna Tidaholmsvistelse ^______^





"System Of a Down - Violent Pornography"

Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody fucks.
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody sucks.

Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody cries
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody dies.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you didn't know,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you didn't know,
Bet you didn't know,
Bet you didn't know.

Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody fucks.
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody sucks.

Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody dies,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody cries.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you didn't know,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you didn't know,
Bet you didn't know,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a violent pornography!
Choking chicks and SODOMY!
The kinda shit you get on your TV!

It's a violent pornography!
Choking chicks and SODOMY!
The kinda shit you get on your TV!

Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody sucks.
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody fucks.

Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody dies.
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin' now.
Everybody, everybody, everybody cries.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you didn't know,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you didn't know,
Bet you didn't know,
Bet you didn't know.

It's a violent pornography!
Choking chicks and SODOMY!
The kinda shit you get on your TV!

It's a violent pornography!
Choking chicks and SODOMY!
The kinda shit thats on your TV!

It's a violent pornography!
Choking chicks and SODOMY!
The kinda shit thats on your TV!

It's on the TV.
It's on your TV.
Turn off your TV.

Can you say brainwashing?

It's a non-stop disco.

Blue



The Birthday Massacre - Blue


Plastic blue invitations in my room.
I've been waiting here for you.
Reservations made for two.
Sunlight fading.

Black toungues speak faster than the car can crash.
You supply the rumours and I'll provide the wrath.
Romance is breaking every heart in two.
Casting shadows in the pale shade of blue.

Plastic blue conversations in my room.
Saving every tear for you.
Trusting every word untrue.
Twilight fading.

Fate changes faster than the death of light.
You provide the envy and I'll provide the spite.
Reflections cutting every face in two.
Casting shadows in the pale shade of blue


Fallen Down


Yeez, u kissed that fucking squirrel

Söndagslåt no1, oooohyeeez baby!
Hah!




Jackie Beat - I kissed a squirrel


" I only wish you weren't my friend, then I could hurt you in the end "



Slipknot - Snuff lyrics



Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, don't ever let me know...


Oh yeah that Gaga have some awesome fans


I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl




You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love enough to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl


But that's alright. Because I love. The way you lie

Låten som går på repeat i högtalarna denna ensamma långa natt.



Just feel it!

Aesthetic Perfection - Schadenfreude


I'm not evil,
You're just weak,
You're too afraid to tast something so sweet,
It's ok,
More for me,
I think you're better off dead.

I can't deny what is a part of me,
I take joy out of your misery,
Lay down,
Lay down,
Lay down,
I guess that's what you do best.

I can't give you what you need but I can give you what you want,
I've found that all the thing I love I despise,
I can't give what you you need but I can give you what you want,
And when you hate the things you love,
Then learn to love the things that you hate.

I want one thing,
Suffering,
I want one thing,
You living in hell,
It's so much better than apologies,
I want to watch it swell,
Don't need to be the one who does it to you,
Don't need to twist the knife or push it through,
Just want to see that you're in misery too,
Just like me inside.

Their greedy eyes light up,
They're salivating,
Everyone knows there's no better way,
It's like a crime to you,
It's like the best for me,
Let it all out.

You can't give me what I need but you will give me what I want,
And then I'll leave what's left of you to the flies,
You can't give us what we need but you will give us what we want,
My dear your guests are waiting,
Time to begin.

I want one thing,
Suffering,
I want one thing,
You living in hell,
It's so much better than apologies,
I want to watch it swell,
Don't need to be the one who does it to you,
Don't need to twist the knife or push it through,
Just want to see that you're in misery too,
Just like me inside.

I think you're better off dead,
I think you're better off dead,
I think you're better off dead,
I think you're better off dead,

I want one thing,
Suffering,
I want one thing,
You living in hell,
It's so much better than apologies,
I want to watch it swell,
Don't need to be the one who does it to you,
Don't need to twist the knife or push it through,
Just want to see that you're in misery too,
Just like me inside.



Streets of London

Dagen har präglats med musik från Blackmores Night, ljuvlig och för det mesta stillsam musik, som får huvudet i någorlunda balans.




Blackmores Night - Streets of London


Bad romance

Om inte allt för lång tid skall jag äntligen få avsluta mitt inte alls väntade monsterpass.
Min kollega ringde sig sjuk igår, och eftersom vi inte lyckades få in personal på bygget så ställde jag, snäll som jag är upp att jobba 24 timmar i streck.
Så min kropp är mör, mitt huvud mos, men lika glad för det är jag. En aning övertrött med fåniga ideer i huvudet dock, intressant ^_____^

Sitter också och lyssnar på denna charmiga version av Lady Gagas "Bad romance"
Man kan inte göra annat än småle såhär på morgonkvisten! hah!
Lyssna och njut vettja =(^_^)= Mjaaaau! ( buggar den så tryck här )



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